My best friend, my Number 1, my Shining Star, my Mom has passed away on October 5, 2012 at 2:05p.m. I cannot tell you when I will get over this. Actually, I do not think I will EVER get over her passing. To me, it’s still unreal. When I see her pictures I feel so sad because I cannot believe she is not alive, and just a phone call away…
I miss my mom so much... I am just focusing on living one day at a time, trying my best to live the life that my mother will be proud to see. One day, I do believe that if I live an honest life, I will see her again, when it is my time to pass…
New Beginnings is the title of my post because I want to continue living my life, without regrets. I want to live and enjoy every moment of it. I do not want to focus on anger or why people do mean things. What is the point of that?
I want to go on with my life and do the things that I’ve always wanted to do. I do not want to hold myself back by being afraid. I want to take everything in, and enjoy it. I want to learn new things. I want to just LIVE…~!
With that, I leave you and say this:
There is nothing worse than losing someone you love in your life. Sometimes, you may think that you have time to tell that special person that you appreciate them, you love them, and you may think that you can hug them whenever… Well, it’s not true. Don’t wait for tomorrow, and just do it. If you are too far away, just give them a call and tell them that you love them and appreciate them. No one can bring my mother back to me, BUT I am so thankful that I got to be with her for her final breath. To let her know that I loved her more than anything in this world. She is still with me, but in my heart… The last thing I said to her was :” I’ll see you in my dreams, mommy.”